~Kimi ni aitakute, ima mo AITAKUTE~

bunny_of_mayu @ 2008-07-03T12:43:00

2008-07-03T17:13:52Z

I return to discuss with my dad, so I'll go from my house, maybe I could rent a room for there, who knows....
Also I said to Christopher that I need time... I don't know, I'm feeling drowned for him and the people-.- I need to rest of all close people and breathe!

Oh! I didn't went to see to Miyavi, cause his music not really I like, but when I saw the Tv Show last night showing part of the live, I was wanting have gone!

Some pics

So far the best^^ I love this pic!

bunny_of_mayu @ 2008-07-02T12:58:00

2008-07-02T17:46:21Z

It's weird, Imean..yeah, I'm happy that JRockers are taking over the world, but is weird at my country, I don't know how explain it, but since Miyavi came here, everyones is crazy for JRock, TV shows, magazines etc....is weird...before nobody known anything nor wanted know about Jrock, and now Wow! eveyones is asking for them, speaking about them, rumors. I`m Jealous! I'm fucking jealous about this! I don't know, is weird, by one side is good, maybe Dir en grey, D'espairs Ray or Versailles could come here, but by the other side, I can't stand stupid jerks dancing and listening music of Daddy Yankee with The Gazette's hairstyle and talking about Dir en grey is emo>.< ò_ó .....I FUCKING HATE THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ANNIVERSARY!!!!!!!!!

2008-05-20T18:25:49Z

Hmmmm....yesterday I left my cell phone forgotten in my room, when I got review it, it has 14 missed calls from Chris, I had not money for phone him back, I wonder what did he wanted?............hoy cumplimos 2 months pololiando!!!!!^^ is our anniversary!!!!
I'll phone him^^

bunny_of_mayu @ 2008-05-18T20:30:00

2008-05-20T14:35:05Z

^^ I had a great weekend!*happy desu**happy desu*
....OK I know that I should break up with Chris, but I'm gonna continue with him, hasta que esto sea insostenible y uno de los dos lo deje.
Chris phoned me the friday (at last!!!) I wanted to kill him!>.< how the fuck he is gone without told me anything!?, that day was so cold, just like today, I was frozen, however when he talked to me through the phone...Wowwwwwww, it's feels like a warm inside of me^_______^ , he said me that he was in the house of his friend, I ran there! I just want see him, even when I was so angry with him too, obviously all that I had in my mind was "break" "break" "break"......yo no quería eso-.- pero de que otro modo podía ser??!.
I was the whole afternoon, night and dawn with him, cause he said that was going to Coquimbo saturday at the afternoon, I didn't sleep that night>.> so when I was back in my home to the next day I slept SOOOOOOOOO MUUUUUUUCHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Chris didn't go that day^^ so at the night we went to dance, I drunk a lot, sinceramente me pasé de copas >_>....you know, stress for the job, my loving life is a chaos, and my young sister is making me insane! however that night was amazing!!!!*.* ************* *____________*

BTW that fucker Victor sent a message with Tammy for me saying that he don`t want that I'll go with Chris to the party that Tammy will make at her country's house >.< really...WTF???! I can't believe that he pretends some with me after all that I suffer for his fault!!!! damn jerk!

Today is the birthday of my little nephew "Nachito" Ana did for him a little party, and I swear I'm dead!....I just want to sleep!+_+ or I'll die!!!!!

I was fucked up!

2008-05-16T17:22:56Z

Hello girls, is a long time...well I had to do a hiatus, cause I had/haven't internet in my home and my job is consuming all my energies for write here-.-
I hope all of you are fine^^
I`m writing here right now cause I want to DIE! not really like this but literally.... I like write, and now I need write(my english continue being BAD x_x so I hope you can understand me),cause I'm upset with my current loving life...
Estoy destrozada;_; mas que destrozada;_; total y recontramente herida;_;!, God! I feel like I can't smile anymore.... if I smile to you, it's only a fake smile for hide my pain;_; I'm missing so much to Chris, and I don't know, yesterday at the night when I known the truth, Wow! I don't knew how acts in front of his bro-.- .....I hate cry in front of the people, but last night I just wanted cry right there fuck it! why the heck had to happen this?! WHY?!..........by one side this is the better, my family never would accept him, maybe he never love me, sometimes I felt like he doesn't care of me, but sometimes I felt like he really take care of me. Well at the last this is the right thing, that he finally lives together his baby and with the mom of this baby. I really feel like I lost my north again....I hate feel like this, it's like all is no sense.......I must recognize that I wanted break up with him, cause sometime he says so much stupid things >< (tambien porque no se arreglaba como yo quería)... but we're fine this last time, besides the way how all ended, is like his parents kidnap him! damn it! damn Chris! Why didn't he phoned me?! Everyone knows that he has left the city less me!!!! What the fuck was he thinking about?

Now I'm a single girl!.....I don't break up with him....and he neither with me.....Dios es como vivir en la insertidumbre! x_X

Damn boy! I knew that I should`ve to kicked him from my life!

bunny_of_mayu @ 2007-10-03T12:44:00

2007-10-03T17:14:25Z

Stolen from Jrock_humor made by sorenji_chan

Oh dear God! this is so unfairXd I`m gonna meet that guy only in dreamsXDDDD
2015???O_O I`ll be 32, is a good age for have sex 33 time *perv grin* and with AOI....well he`s a good boy^^

Well right now with my real nick....oO is incredible that some people call me so

This make me laugh so hard XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Saga is really hot*.* but anyway I`ll become a lost hamster-.-U

*^^* happy desu, I love KAI!!!!!! demo...ONSTAGE?!!! Well his drums is on darker background jijijiji!*more pervy grin*

bunny_of_mayu @ 2007-10-02T13:06:00

2007-10-02T17:21:41Z

DAMN EMOs I HATE THEM!!!!!!!!!

bunny_of_mayu @ 2007-08-21T09:45:00

2007-08-21T13:50:54Z

I did this video so long time ago however....just now youtube let me upload it ~without problems><

Con todo mi amor para nuestra ROJITA!!!!

2007-07-23T16:39:45Z

This last week was full of patriotic feelings for me, our team Chile, was passing to semi finals, everybody here was very happy with this, cause is weird that Chile got so far in a world cup, however ugly things happened this past Thursday 19th, when they had that face to Argentina……honestly I suffered a lot watching that match
1º Cause my dear Mauricio couldn`t play the whole match, due to
a lesion in his thigh x_x
2º Cause that fuckers Argentinean rolling around in feigned agony and
3º Cause the German referee Wolfgang Stark was harming us all the time, he become the most hated bitch ever here ò_ó I fucking hate him too.
This was the first time that some player made a goal to our dear goalkeeper Christopher Tosselli,(I love him, he`s really AMAZING!!! I don`t have other word for him, completely unbeatable the most of time.) and Argentina defeat to Chile 3-0….this was so awful>< just like a horror show.
However things didn`t finish there, later for express news I knew about the beating that Canadian police give to Chileans players for approach to their fans, this frankly got the point, that day I went to the bed to 03:00 am, I felt so humiliated, Toronto police was so mean>___< , they using pepper spray and electric-shock guns against to Gary Medel ( I started to feel a lot of affection for him, he`s a so good soccer player, we call him “the pitbull” ) whom beating too much, Also I felt so much sorrow when I knew that they beat to Alexis Sanchez, he already was fucking wound lesionado, he couldn`t play in the most of match due it, how the heck that goddamn corps could do that?! ò_ó
Thanks to God, my Dearest Mauricio Isla didn't suffer any aggression, by that fuckers. He`s so nice, I love him so much, I love his purity and humility, he completely stole my heart, making my day when he got made his first goal at the match against Nigeria^^
Well finally all end up yesterday, when Chile with their own horror show lived the past Thursday, faced to Austria for the 3rd place in this U-20 World Cup, defeating to Austria and winning the Bronze for our country, I`m really very glad for this boys, I`m very proud of them, no, for won the bronze nor for defeat to Austria but cause despite all they continued ahead, what can I say? They deserved won the match against Argentina, the match with Austria was so good, Austria really played to the football, the most of time they have a fairplay without rolling around in feigned agony, like others _, and the referee did a good job.
In the whole championship Chile only was defeated 1 time and it was a unfair play.

I ♥ U

My dear U-20 soccer team Mathi Vidangossy, Mauri Isla, Medel, Toselli, Suarez, Larrondo, Currimilla, Sepulveda, Grondona, Sanchez, Vidal, Medina, Martinez, Godoy, Silva, I fucking love you, all of you are fucking awesome, and for me the best U-20 SOCCER TEAM ALL OVER THE WORLD!!!!

bunny_of_mayu @ 2007-07-17T10:05:00

2007-07-17T14:45:28Z

Hello^^
My family and me went to visit to my aunt to La Serena yesterday, our relationship with her is bad, but we went cause supposedly she`d buy half of house that for inheritance corresponds to my dad, however she said that right now haven`t money >.< damn it! I`m the most interested that house get sold out!!...If my dad would sell the house my mom promise give me all the money that I need for go to see to Diru ;_; Could you realize now why this is so important for me??! If my aunt don`t buy I`ll DIE x_X!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I talked with her, and she promised me search for a credit in a bank but she didn`t looked so convincing for me .______________.

Later we went to Coquimbo a city closer to La Serena for breath something of fresh air…I think BTW I got a cold AGAIN!!!!!!!!! My throat hurts x_x

This is my dad(is sooooooooo old) and my brother Sergio

Me reading the newspaper

A fish......

My mom and my dad....

This is my brother Renzo, we always are together, is like my fave bro

All the family....well there`s not my old sister ><

My bro again

Did I mentioned that my bro is crazy?!

Sergio and me

And Renzo...

MAURICIO ISLA TE RECONTRA QUIERO^^!!!!!
Eres mi regalón de la sub 20 desde que empezó el campeonato (cuando jugaste de defensa contra Canadá) y lo que hiciste el Domingo cabro fue MONUMENTAL!!!!! Ya hacía ratito que merecías anotar algún gol, y por fin lo lograste y por partida doble… esto va a sonar mas que cursi pero me hiciste muy pero muy re FELIZ^^ el domingo♥

IM PISSED OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-07-13T15:30:35Z

I FUCKING HATE THAT FUCKING PORTUGUESE SOCCER TEAM Ò_Ó !!!!!!!

I`m talking about U-20 World cup Canada 2007......But WTF happened to referee with?! Portugal team deserved a lot of red cards!!!! and then at last, that stupid referee sent off to our Vidal no even with a justification!, I wouldn`t get angry if Chile would lost cause Portugal played good, or our players sent off cause they deserve it, but they fucking DIDn`t.
At least we won, but it was very dissaponted, Portugal team play so bizarre way!

bunny_of_mayu @ 2007-07-09T10:17:00

2007-07-09T15:42:05Z

Is over!!!!!, I`m not hanging out Elliot anymore, Last night Tammy,Elliot,Lupe and me go out to dance and to the Karaoke and well I realized Lupe likes Elliot...-.-....wasn`t necessary she said it, I simply notice it, at the beggining when we meet at the square, they was discussing a lot, then we walked to the karaoke and there Elliot wants to sit next to me but she got sitting between us><...later like 03:00am Elliot and me was talking about games,music and linux etc, and Lupe look at us so SAD too sad than Elliot approach to her embraced her;.; I think they like each other, Lupe is so nice girl so I won`t continue hanging out them. And I`ve thought celebrate my birthday with them ><.

I found this pic Totchi and Shinya eating to Die....It looks crappy cause I haven`t photoshop so I did it on paint

Oh and look this fucking lucky guy!!!

bunny_of_mayu @ 2007-06-25T11:07:00

2007-06-25T16:14:15Z

Awww, I was watching this TV show , for see the last LAREINE clips and close door of The World of Romance like my dear azure_love... and Bis appears first OMG!*.* Shinsuke(from Bis....cause his name is Shinsuke... isn`t it?) is GORGEOUSSSSS, it was very nice hear and see him talk about his band,........is the first time that I saw them in a kind of interview </a>

OHHHHHHHHHHHH! saturday I had other test and I got other 10!!!!!!!!! *goes crazy* it was about Criminal Procedure^^ I like this theme

bunny_of_mayu @ 2007-06-11T13:21:00

2007-06-11T17:39:36Z

I was seeing this video and the last message on it.......................

Dream

2007-05-29T16:22:03Z

5 hours ago, I had a dream with Diru where the main character was a "Dress", I think it was funny, so I wanna say it to you^^
Dir en grey was in a van together me at the night(I don`t know wtf was doing me there) suddenly arrived a guy, who wanted do a interview to Diru, in other place, not in the van so Kaoru agreed do it as long as the interview was made only with Totchi and him, then this guy agreed too.
Totchi, Kaoru and me leave from the van walking to a corner of a street, then the Mr. Newsman dissapeared!!, there was very cold outside, so Kaoru suggested come back to the van, but when we go the van wasn`t neitherXDDDDDDDD(I think that guy kidnapped the rest of the band)
I started to made fun of Kaoru and his "SERIOUSSSS BUSSINESS", while Totchi couldn`t belive it and stayed sitting on the pavement.
Kaoru and me walking at the corner again, staying to stand up in front of a boutique, I said to Kaoru that I was getting frozen so I ask him a hug, he embrace me placing my arms inside of his jacket. Even with my head on his chest I continued made fun of him while Kaoru only growled XD

Kaoru: Oh why me?! why that jerk stole me?!
me: *laughing*
Kaoru: Beside he stole me the most important thing for me......
me: *stopping to laugh, I looked directely to his eyes* How about me?! Am I important for you?!
Kaoru leaned his head on my shoulder
Kaoru: I want you`re with me....until 25th.....will you stay here until 25th??!
me: Well....I don`t know.....but why?
Kaoru: Cause I want to spend the most of my time with you..... (Oh God! Frankly I can`t imagine to Leader sama saying such things to me)
Well I literally eat kissing him, I kiss him one, once, once again. then we look the boutique and fastly Kaoru said:
"There`s must have changing room...isn`t it?".....me was like "Yeah, there is...XDDD"
So we come in, Kaoru went right to the changing room, while me was pretending buy clothes, but just in that moment I saw a beautiful black dress, so saleswomen came and said to me that dress had off and if I bought it right now, she would give an other reduction. I forgot completely to Kaoru for that dress, indeed I took my clothes off trying on that black dress right there>_> .............then I woke up! I can`t believe I prefered a dress to Kaoru instead.

Oh last night I did it, I love see to Kaoru talking with his hands so much pervy thoughts come to my mind XDDDDDDDDDDD

bunny_of_mayu @ 2007-05-19T18:56:00

2007-05-19T23:01:49Z

LJ Friends Meme by coolerq

• You must tell 5 people about this game.
• Kaoru is the one that you love.
• kyo is one you like but can't work out.
• You care most about Annika.
• Fernanda is the one who knows you very well.
• Tammy is your lucky star.
• Macabre is the song that matches with Kaoru.
• undecided is the song for kyo.
• zakuro is the song that tells you most about YOUR mind.
• and namemakashiki ansoku,tameranai hohoemi is the song telling you how you feel about life
Take this quiz

Whoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooaaaaaaaaaaa, OK friends please make this meme `cause I wanna that my wish come true^^.....
I`m acting childish...... don`t me??

bunny_of_mayu @ 2007-05-15T10:45:00

2007-05-15T14:41:06Z

Konnichi wa!!!
                    Cecile desu...
                                   Ohisashiburi ni..... OK my Japanese sucks too-.- I`m planning write a fanletter to Kamijo sama, I wanna say to him that "Versailles" looks awesome and I would like to listen their songs soon, that I would marry him if Kaya would haven`t been his koibito XDDDDDDDDDDDD   I`m kidding ....although If I married... could I have hidden to Kaoru in the closet?!XD
                    BTW Last night I was put in order my Kaos piccus(Kaoru really make me do incredible things >.>, I never put in order anything, if you come into my room you hardly could find my bed XD), and my niece named Catita came in my room...
Catita: Oh! aunt "Tachi" (She can`t to pronounce my name good, so I`m "Tachi" hello^^) You`re seeing your Kyo`s pictures
Me: hmmm??.......no........this cute guy is Kaoru XD
Catita: *just see this one* Wow, and this litthe girl.........Why is Kaoru together that little girl?!
Me: *thinking* ................................Ah! cause he`s so nice ................... and this little girl acted in a clip of Kaoru`s band...
Catita: Ah.........      and after of............... Does he gonna eat her???
Me: O.O / HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Catita: *worried*
                         I can`t help but I laughed a lot, while I huggled to my little niece...............I don`t remember to have mentioned her that Kyo-eat-chidren things....nor Kaoru.....
          Poor Catita I bet my bro have his nose into it.

OH NOESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.......Tomorrow I`ll have an appointment with the dentist!!!!

bunny_of_mayu @ 2007-05-11T17:57:00

2007-05-11T17:12:30Z

Is this a trace of moonlight
That shimmers through the darkness
That covers my sleep tonight?

Here all alone
Drowned in nightmares
And agony

Be my guide
Silverish light
Touch my eyes
Wake me

With your kiss
Dry away
All these tears
In my...

...Heart, oh moonlight
Chase away all the fears in my mind

Oh moonlight, cover me!
Only your kiss will set me free

Is this the sound of the north wind
That slightly touches my ear
To awake me with silent calls?

Hunting through
Valleys of sorrow
Imprisoning me

Be my guide
Free my mind
Let me ride
Wake me

With your kiss
Blow away
All these tears
In my...

...Heart, oh north wind
Chase away the pain I?m within
Oh north wind, cover me
Only your kiss can set me free

Deeper and deeper I?m falling
Into an inner abyss
And there seems to be no ground

Where is the kiss
To awake me
And end this night?

Come, oh moonlight
Chase away the fears in my mind
Come north wind and cover me!
Only your kiss might set me free..

http://www.sendspace.com/file/tm3frz

I`m OBSESSED with this song
........and with this too
http://www.sendspace.com/file/oe6g9q

in your creation heaven did decree
that in your armssweet death should dwell.

deep silent complete
black velvet sea
the sirens are calling for me

saved my soul thinking "this song is a lie"
sand on the shore is so dry

deep silent complete
black velvet sea
brave day sinking in endless night

the age will say "this poet lies"
heaven never touched earthly face
the age will say "this night was ours"
blessed with the deep
the silent the complete

________________

2007-05-04T17:04:50Z

I found this video and I`m completely no words *.* OMG!!!Kaoru..... you`re so....

bunny_of_mayu @ 2007-05-03T12:17:00

2007-05-03T16:24:21Z

KAMIJO superó con creces todas mis espectatitivas...él es una persona muy fuerte, me gustaría ser sólo la mitad de fuerte de lo que él es~
Yo me siento muy orgullosa de él^^
I`m so proud of time spend with you baby^^

bunny_of_mayu @ 2007-04-27T09:58:00

2007-04-27T13:58:19Z

Hello my dears friends^o^
Today has been a great day for me, the fucktard don´t want to talk to me, he didn´t wanted say to me not even a word in the whole day--his problem-- I really felt/feel better while havent treats with him^^
Also I met with a chinese guy at the bank, he´s *.* HOOOOOOOOOT,we talk for a while, I was literally melting down for him, he made me giggled a lot cause his spanish was really awful, just like my english XDDD, as ever I didn´t ask for his name>_>, and I neither said mine, now I just hope see him again*_*

bunny_of_mayu @ 2007-04-25T11:08:00

2007-04-25T15:08:12Z

Do you think that I´m a dramatic bitch????

that ugly guy(did I mentioned his name is Lombardo??)said me it cause I simply don´t want go out with him;.;I try to avoid him the whole time because he really don´t care me, but I haven´t said it to him so directely(´cause I´m a damn coward-_-)so he start to annoy me this morning again:
fucktard: I must to go to La Serena to look for an expedient...do you like to go with me??
me: No....cause I have a lot of work and I should to study...
fucktard: but you could to make a break in your work...
me: I´m sorry...I haven´t time
fucktard: I think that you´re so "DRAMATIC" you make a mess for everything...
me:OO
fucktard: I really don´t think that you get marry, and have children or you´ll get up to 06:30Am, for make lunch, going to drive your children to the school and then go to your job...
me:>< I´ll do if I should do it...besides right now there´s a lot of things more important for me than go out with somebody...above all somebody that don´t fucking care me!
fucktard:*stay quiet drinking cofee*

Now I wonder if I´m so DRAMATIC as he say...

bunny_of_mayu @ 2007-04-19T12:35:00

2007-04-19T16:35:06Z

It´s just stupid thing but, I´m gonna describe my current situation. I´m in my job, here is people waiting for my boss, I´m hungry,I still thinking about that magnific fanfic of akuro_tsuki *perv grin* and I ended to know that I have for to eat "1 BANANA AND 1 VANILLA YOGHURT" ......How the hell can I ate it?! without imagine Kao porn to 100%!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bwahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!

2007-04-13T17:37:10Z

Stolen from in_monochrome
Make it is really FUNNY,here is the page http://prillalar.com/drabbles/ and now enjoy with this story^^

Cecilia and Kaoru
by William Shakespeare

Enter Cecilia

Kaoru appears above at a window

Cecilia:
But, soft! what light through yonder window breaks?
It is the car, and Kaoru is the bunny.
Arise, manly bunny, and love the nice house.
See, how she leans her hair upon her butt!
O, that I were a glove upon that butt,
That I might touch that hair!

Kaoru:
O Cecilia, Cecilia! wherefore art thou Cecilia?
What's in a name? That which we call a neck
By any other name would smell as lovely
Dost thou love me? I know thou wilt say "you make the love make not the war"
And I will take thy word; yet if thou swear'st,
Thou mayst prove softly.

Cecilia:
Lady, by yonder nice house I swear
That tips on the bed the pretty phone--

Kaoru:
O, swear not by the house, the red house,
That firstly changes in its hardcore orb,
Lest that thy love prove likewise hardcore.
Sweet, purple night! A thousand times purple night!
Parting is such deeply sorrow,
That I shall say purple night till it be morrow.

Exit above

Cecilia:
Sleep dwell upon thy hair, peace in thy butt!
Would I were sleep and peace, so huskily to rest!
roughly will I to my manly neck's cell,
Its help to love, and my lovely neck to tell.
To generate a new drabble with the same terms, reload the page. (Say yes, you want to post the results again, if asked.) To enter new terms, start again.

bunny_of_mayu @ 2007-04-13T10:11:00

2007-04-13T14:11:20Z

MIMI GA ITAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!>.<

When I left my place there was a big and hot sun, so I wanted walk until my job, but it suddenly clouded over and a cold wind raped my face and my ears;_;
Last night I saw BECK, in the beggining dislike me a lot characters´ design but the story is really good, I love Ryusuke^^!! he remaind me a lot to Kaoru^______________^
Kaoru had a guitar so similar to Lucielle and Die had the last guitar of Koyuki.

Gazette.. Alice Nine.. An Cafe.. Miyavi thing by Sorenji
Your name?
You're going to meet THAT guy...	In your dreams x']
You're going to meet THAT guy on...	May 10, 2015
How many times you will have sex with THAT guy...	33
Will you get married with THAT guy?	Hell YEAH!...
THAT GUY!!! =O	Aoi
At the end.. you'll end up..	DEAD!

Gazette.. Alice Nine.. An Cafe.. Miyavi thing by Sorenji
Your name?
You're going to meet THAT guy...	At the mall ¬¬
You're going to meet THAT guy on...	March 11, 2025
How many times you will have sex with THAT guy...	33
Will you get married with THAT guy?	WHAT O_o?.. HELL NO!..
THAT GUY!!! =O	Saga
At the end.. you'll end up..	as Miku's lost hamster O_o

The Gazette ^^ Alice Nine.. and MYV by Sorenji
Your name?
Last Name?
Fav. Color?
Fav. Song?
You'll meet them on...	March 25, 2015
You'll have sex...	with Kai...
Where?	on stage..
With any toys?	Uruha's Guitar Ô_o
Any others that were involved? O_o	Shou.. Yay!
How much did Miyavi gave you.. to let him 'watch'?	$130